So there it was: the perfect job at a local non-profit, in which I could build skills, and get my foot in the door. Every job requires experience, and the only way to get experience is to get a job. I thought I finally got past the vicious catch 22 cycle. It was a $10 an hour admin support job. I have my bachelors, I expressed interest through emailing the recruiter, I was well qualified for the position. I took their assessment test, and then they called me the following week seeing what my salary requirements were. I said the starting pay was fine. Surely I would get a chance to interview with them.
They never called me again. No chance for an interview.
I graduated a year and a half ago. I took a job that wasn't a good fit for me (I figured I'd give it a try. How was I supposed to know?) Now, with low confidence, and an intense frustration, I keep on trying. Not too long ago, I applied for my dream job: An admissions position at a college, in which I would be conducting tours, aiding the admissions staff etc. I not only qualified, I wrote a cover letter filled with passion, telling them that this was my dream job, and how excited I was. No chance for an interview. No response. Don't they wonder at least, "hey this guy has his bachelors in communications, and is obviously very interested. Sounds like he would be a good fit. Should we interview him and find out more about him?" Nope.
Give me a chance! I am a smart guy who has many skills, strengths, and passions. Every single one of my managers and co-workers at my restaurant job will vouch for me. Same with the non-profit agency I volunteer for. They would go on and on how great I am to work with. I get along well with everyone (even those who are hard to get along with), I have a superb attitude and work ethic, and I have impeccable character (loyalty, honesty, integrity, doing the right thing when no one is looking). I am just so tired of this! I would so love to be called for more interviews! That's all I'm asking for!
Please excuse this rant. I just need to be patient and trust in the Lord more. Plain and simple.
Hopefully I will be in a better mood next post!
Merry Christmas,
Eric
